The light of love within us


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“We need to resonate with another collective field within us, one that is much deeper than fear – a field that is still hidden at the moment. It’s the collective field of trust, the matrix of life, which Dieter Duhm refers to as the “sacred matrix.” For, despite all the suffering, all the horrors of the past and all the threats, life is still oriented towards joy, curiosity and survival. There is a core within us that knows this. This core is called trust.”  –Leila Dregger, The Esperanza Project

Today I tidied up my gmail inbox. Mail from many of the organizations that I am subscribed to showed me how suddenly life on Earth has changed. In the space of a couple months (and in America just about 4 hyper-real weeks), we’ve gone from looking at the distant storm clouds with some worry, to standing, sitting or lying directly under the mother of all storms. We are collectively watching (and for those who are ill, directly experiencing) the tempest as it rains down upon us. Apocalyptic and prophetic in proportions, the coronavirus and its fallout is affecting everyone on Earth, and we will be forever changed as a result of this time.

By now, many authors have written about this crisis from a myriad of perspectives. Depending on one’s ideological, moral, religious and political perspectives, this pandemic can be seen as the end of the world, or a great personal tragedy of health, wealth and all things good and pleasant. For others, it is being hailed as the Great Wake-Up Call for humanity; The Moment we’ve been waiting for as humanity pushes the reset button on the way we’ve been living and methodically destroying our planet. Looked at from this prism lens takes the ability to step way back from your own, personal life view, and instead see the big picture of Earth and humanity’s evolution as a species. I’d like to suggest that this largest perspective, although difficult to wrap one’s head around, is the most beneficial view to take as we move forward.

Yet, I humbly acknowledge it is easier said than done. Getting above the fear, anxiety and even hysteria of this current moment of our evolution is a Herculean task. I am personally beset with doubts and fears, as well as moments of despair as I hear the relentless newstream of mortality rates and untold suffering. The bottom line seems to be: there is literally no way out of this, except to walk nobly through every moment of human suffering that we are collectively experiencing with our heads held high; our faith in ourselves and in our divinity as strong as it has ever been.

Dear Readers, I imagine each of you are going through your own version of questioning, worrying, anxiety, fear and pain during this extreme period of coronavirus. I thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts and feelings about it. I’d like to remind you again that for this we were born—it is for the express purpose of raising up the collective consciousness of humanity that we have come to Earth in this age. Many souls are now leaving the planet, and many more are coming to reinforce and bring the new age of Gaia into manifestation. It is not incorrect to embrace this moment as a Great Purge of old energy, an enormous clearing of darkness, power and control programs that have resided within humanity for countless eons of time. The excellent news is that we are finally at the tipping point, the moment when we collectively decide Enough! We are done with grossly unfair living conditions for the vast majority of society across the planet. We will no longer stand for a tiny percentage of humans hoarding nearly all the wealth and power of Earth’s treasures for their own selfish ends. We, The People of Earth/Gaia, are declaring, throughout all lands, that this crisis moment when many are sickened and some are dying, is heralding in The Time of Enlightenment for eons to come. From this horrific place of pain and suffering, we actually have the amazing opportunity to change our entire planet’s operating system in earnest. The lessons inherent in the pandemic are here for all to plainly embrace. People must be cared for by society as a whole. We can no longer look away and pretend things are okay when they are so clearly broken. We are broken at the bottom, and from this place of brokenness we can build a human society that actually works for everyone. We have all the tools and ingenuity we need to do it. Up until now, we have sorely lacked the political will. But the coronavirus, which is nothing more than a packet of RNA wrapped up in a film of fat so small it is invisible to the human eye, is crowning us with a vast opportunity for a new operating system for us all.

Don’t let cynicism and denial prevent you from dreaming into this vision. In these weeks and months, people everywhere are awakening and seeing (perhaps for the first time in their lives) that this dream for an equitable, clean, and healthy world is not only possible, but that we can and must make it become real. Look how quickly everything changed in the world during the past two months!  WE DON’T HAVE TO RETURN TO BUSINESS-AS-USUAL EVER AGAIN. This pandemic is showing us there is a more beautiful world within our reach. A world based on the principles of love, compassion and fairness. Let us not lose the momentum for real, lasting change.  I leave you with a prayer I heard today,

Fear is not real. I rest in the light of Divine Love,

and that is the only Truth I embrace.

May the Light of Love rise up within My Heart,

and the Hearts of All Humanity.


Pandemic Diaries, part 4; and Resources to Help


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Photo credit: Questions from a 9-year-old in Chicago who hosts “The Show about Science.”Credit…Bianca Giaever/The New York Times

In the week that has passed since my last update, life has become increasingly paradoxical—on the one hand, personal reality has become strangely quiet and predictable, while on the other, we collectively continue climbing up the roller coaster in anticipation of the moment when we all begin screaming in earnest. Perhaps that is a bit melodramatic, and yet, I’m sure many are feeling similarly about now.

Being a news/prose junkie, I have read/listened to a lot of information and intel over the past week about Covid 19, New York’s crisis, the drama which unfolded on Capital Hill surrounding the unprecedented, 2 trillion dollar aid package by the US government, and yet more news stories. This weekend, I am at saturation level with mainstream news and am taking a break (as I hope are many of you also). I have consciously worked to turn off the news, put down the phone, refrain from checking the New York Times and NPR every couple hours. Instead, I’ve slept a lot, stared out my windows into the wide open sky, taken daily evening walks around my neighborhood, and noticed the stirring of spring all around. Crocus, daffodils, grape hyacinth, windflowers, and the first tulips are blooming in neighbor’s yards. Trees are getting ready to begin blooming soon. In a couple of weeks it will be Easter, a holiday that is near and dear to my heart as it ushers in full-on Spring. Renewal, rebirth, and reset—these are as real and important as the current crisis humanity is facing, and important to notice–perhaps more important than the latest body counts and infection rates of Covid 19.

I’d like to share a few resources with you, Dear Readers, that I have found comforting, inspiring, and thought-provoking. Perhaps one or more of these wise people’s words will also help you in some way as you each navigate the current pandemic and its surrounding emotional roller coaster energies. Here is a list, in no particular order, of some articles, websites and YouTube videos. If you have found any resources you’d like to share, please do so in the comments section of my blog!

Charles Eisenstein is a brilliant thinker, author, and maverick for a growing audience of people around the world. His essay on Coronavirus and its implications, just published on his website, will give you lots of food for thought. Reading it pushed several of my buttons, and I had to read it in sections. He never fails to make me think, and, ultimately, give me hope for our future. is a website devoted to highlighting ways that humans help one another in communities around the world. They have created a series of articles to show how people are helping each other (and ways that you can help your neighbors and community) during the coronavirus days. is a wonderful group of thoughtful, brilliant people who are dedicated to the work of creating a healthy, equitable, sustainable world for all of us humans and nature upon Earth. I highly recommend reading their articles, watching their videos, and listening to their podcasts regularly.

The Daily podcast by the New York Times. This one is devoted to kids questions about the Coronavirus. Great information, plus sweet kid voices asking the questions.

For those of you who can benefit from listening to a spiritual master, I’ve been watching this man, named Mooji, the past few weeks and find his teachings and advice very soothing and helpful. This link is to his latest message to humanity, and is highly recommended.

As we continue along the pandemic situation, with all of its challenges and frustrations, I wish each of you the courage, strength, and knowledge that you are here on Earth at this time because you are needed now. Continue to ground the light and love, and shine it out to all you meet, whether in person or virtually. Love, light and blessings to all.



Keeping calm in the time of Coronavirus

Notice_to_PetsHello Dear Readers, I’m here with a current update on the Covid 19 coronavirus situation (aka Keeping calm in the time of Coronavirus) from my little spot on the planet. Gotta admit, my focus has really fallen apart in the past couple of weeks. Each day there are new, even more grim statistics and restrictions as the data continues to increase of people testing positive across the United States. Since the end of last week, more state governors are tightening the movement of people, particularly in larger cities. California’s governor has put the entire state on a lockdown order and asks everyone who can, to stay home. Here in Colorado, Governor Polis has ordered all non-essential businesses to reduce their in-person contact by half, staggering shifts when possible and working from home if at all feasible. Today (Monday, March 23, 2020) Mayor Hancock put out a shelter-in-place order for the city and county of Denver, beginning Tuesday, the 24th, for at least the next two weeks. He even went so far as to include closing liquor stores and cannabis pharmacies; however due to the public and business owners outcry has backed off of that restriction. Clearly, the citizens of Denver consider both those substances to be as essential as food and fuel.

I know that many of you are closely following the ever-present news cycle for updates on the virus in your own city, town, region and country. I sincerely hope and pray that the authorities where you live are doing their utmost to ensure everyone has the medical care they need and that the medical teams are being given the protective gear they require to continue to do their work. This will look unique, depending on your life circumstances. I also hope you are finding reputable news sources that are based on science and factual information.

Many response organizations have quickly mobilized during the past couple of weeks, and there are various ways to help with relief efforts. Some are the same organizations that help with disaster relief from extreme weather events, and new orgs that are specifically responding to the Covid 19 pandemic. There are lots of ways to help those in need in your neighborhood, city and region, so find resources through your local municipal government websites. The same goes if you are in need of food, medical support, mental health support, or someone to talk with during these unprecedented times of social distancing and sheltering-in-place. There is no shame in reaching out for help.

As I did online research for this blog post, I discovered this article from Vox. For some much-needed entertainment and laughs in the middle of lockdowns, shelter-in-place orders, and otherwise isolation measures, I highly recommend going to their webpage:

We are truly all in this pandemic together. A quick google search gives me pause, as I ponder the vast array of reactions from people across the world to our common situation. Yes, in some cases it is a matter of life and death. Thousands of people have died as a result of getting the virus. Yet, humans seem to have a knack for finding the absurdist humor in even the most dire circumstances. We are a creative, intelligent, innovative species, after all. We are in a huge, unprecedented moment of crisis on the planet. The truth is, no one is really in charge and it is changing moment by moment. The only thing each of us has control over is our own, personal response to it. So, Dear Readers, I will kindly and respectfully remind you to KEEP BREATHING deeply and often, turn off the internet, put down your phone, and do whatever you can to ground your fears and anxiety as they arise inside you. Move your energy down from your mental body into your heart space. Breathe into your heart, become quiet, and realize that no matter WHAT happens, you can handle it. You are not alone, because we are ALL connected, and the spiritual folk in higher realms are ever available to assist as soon as you ask. Now is the time to truly be PRESENT IN THE MOMENT, to open to your I AM presence, and to let go into the larger picture of Life as a Human on Earth. No more excuses. Be the Love, Be the Light, Be the Way. Right Now. We’ve got this.